Skip to main content

What is it with You and Rains..?

She looked on not trying to think, but mind has its own way and so thoughts bunched up at the back of her mind and she she swiped her mobile for the nth time and looked at his picture, he had a infectious smile, she mused, while a slow smile tugged the corner of her lips

In a split of second she fell into his thoughts, which carried pain and sweetness!
Never had she thought that falling for him will leave her confused and broken.

I don't analyze my feelings, and I never understand it. I go more with my mind than heart..And this feelings thing will not work out..you know..

Of course, how foolish of me to think, that he'll ever love me..
she thought bitterly.

20 seconds of agony and she shut her phone and went out of room, as if the air around her had carried his fragrance.

Sky broke and rain poured down drenching the earth. Nature can be the mirror or it just acts as a receptor mirroring the feelings one feel, like it's happening now with her.
Motionless she stood watching rain, a part of her wanted to stand in rain and let everything go.. but she was transfixed, while rain and wind played on.
A beautiful sight it was!

But then her stance broke by his call.

It's raining, are you out in rain?

I wouldn't have picked your call if i had been.

So what are you doing?

Just watching it..

Hmm..cool, can I join you?

No..

Oh..

Bye..

Hey wait.. you sound odd.. is everything fine? 

Do you care?

Hmm..fine.. if this is the way you want..take care

Please don't pretend like you care. bye

I don't pretend!! I don't get what's wrong with you!!

Please.. you won't get it, even if you do get, you'll just remain indifferent..

Hmm...I wish rain will calm you down... I am just practical..please..

Hmm..

Hey.. wait..she's calling me.... I'll catch you..ok..?

That's alright, bye.. I'll be busy, I think I'll move out..

.....Why....? are you sure....? you know... I..

She is waiting... and yes I don't want to remain here long... you don't need to see me off. Thanks for everything.. and do take care..... I'll miss you.

She ends the call and steps out, to drench in rain.

But, even rain starts to prick her, just like him and his thoughts.
He was out of her league when she met him, but things stirred up eventually unplanned. 
And now he was soon going to get married to a woman, his parents chose.

What is it with rains and you, now? This feeling is weighing me down, she said to no one.
Her thoughts thundered, as torrent of tears rolled out of her eyes.


image courtesy : Google

He gazed the rain drops with an intense longing, which was locked safe in his heart!

I love you..so much that it hurts..both whispered


Comments

Popular posts from this blog

Drop in the Ocean

This Post has been chosen by Blogadda team for the WOW Prompt - A Drop in the Ocean


I watched the butterfly flutter around flowers in delight enjoying the company of just bloomed flowers, what a beauty life is, I think everyone would have come across this line - "Just when the caterpillar thought the world was over, she became a Butterfly"
And I am still a caterpillar cocooned in a shell, wanting to explore the world yet chained down..

****************************************************************************

*a few years back*

The noises in and around didn't make much sense, a way to end it all was the only thing looked forward.

How did I end up here was the constant question buzzing in my head, half baked advises, half baked understanding and dreams everything pushed me far from thinking straight, after all I was just another student who had cleared her 12th exams - PCMB (Physics, Chemistry, Mathematics and Biology), the pride of parents, a tag to boast! 
Just another stude…

Known Stranger

It was another sleepless night for me, where past and future fought my attention.
Tired of heeding their request I switch on my phone and scroll through the feed on a social platform, a series on photography catch my eye,a new one in my following list. I 'like' those black and white pictures,
While a new message pops up from the photographer of course.
A simple banter follows by two bored human beings, a basic hi hello and background of present status, were the typical q and a. Deciding to call it a day, I am about to type a good night, when I get a message asking to send the song I'm listening.
Exchanging the link of songs,I paste the link ready to hear, but what fills my ear jolts my heart. It's a familiar song, which was played in loop day and night. Mind feels clogged and then memories rush causing blurred visions of all those halcyon days. Sleep which hovered above few minutes back is nowhere to be seen. Pain and love pound the walls of my heart, my mind numbs while my s…

A Confession

Your name had drawn me to you. Yes, Even before I saw you, your name held a curiosity;
And that is the reason I spoke to you.
We acknowledged our friendship and it was normal for both of us. But somewhere I had my doubts as to what you really are. Kinda bad boy?, my mind questioned a lot.
But you made me feel comfortable around you.  And that was all I wanted.

As days passed,we were much more ease with one another. You never pretended, which I liked most.
You are not the Oh sooo sweeet guy type. But more of bitter.. Bittersweet guy..
A caring guy. I felt your care almost always! But you also teased me, called me names.. But then it all made us much closer.

And we became Best Friends!! :) :)

Days,months,years passed in blink of eye

But in all these whirlwind I liked you so much..Or much more than that
I am not sure whether you realized it or not but I took my time for the realization to sink in.
Was it just like? or did I get attached to you.. I couldn't find answer.
But I think you guessed it…